Healing wounds...

I found a painkiller called J. It could temporary ease my pain. Let me forget about I am in pain for a while. I know this is not the best way for healing, but at least it helps a bit.

I know I should remain positive. I've got nothing to lose. All I need now is a little bit more time to digest. Acceptance is always the best medicine. Since that I have accepted who you are, I've got nothing to fear about. The love is always there, no matter how u treating me, how u look at me. Let the time prove to you the new me.

The piggie box that I sent, is actually a God Box. I've made myself one too. Whenever I am upset with something or wanna ask something from God, I will write a note and put in the box. And say thank you, God. Please take my fear or problems away. When I kept the note in the box, I will let it go. Never re-open back the notes again, unless you wanna take over the problems again from God. It helps. Anyone who is reading this should try. Just go and find yourself a box that you like, any box.

The sample of the God Box that I've made for Ally...

I cutted a hole at the top so that she could just easily slot in the notes.

Then keep in a place that you feel safe, that's it.