New journey...

Started my new job. First day was on the 5th. Nothing , just feeling a bit exhausted. Still trying to adapt to it. Learn as fast as possible. As foresee now, everything seems tough, first day already heard so much of the politics, felt so much bad energies flowing around, but I have to carry on. No matter how hard it is. I want to build my better future, so lets get start here.

New office is in SS19, a memorable place. Good thing is that, I've got no more bad feelings in it. It's just a place anyways. Still missing her as usual, but I am much more in enjoying this feelings. No more pain...
Without the past experience...there will be no more new Hippo Tan, I'm just glad that I am happy with what I am now. Thank you, and I love u, B.

J call me again while I was on my way back. Asking me if I want to join her for a drink again tomorrow night. I am still considering. Recalling back what had happened last Saturday night, I am still freaking out. What have we done after a couple of drinks. I just feeling not right, it's kinda weird. I am actually single, but I'm feeling kinda unfaithful, *sweat*... Although Bees comforted me by saying that," there's no big deal big kid. It's just a kiss anyway...Why are you acting like u just got rape?" LOLZ!! Maybe a couple years back I have got no problems with handling all these kinds of stuff, it's just weird to me now.

I've been sleeping very early these days, around 11.30pm. Back to a normal life, wake up at 6am and working 6 days a week. My life is in peace like a still water...